I can compartmentalize I just need to focus; breathe deeply, I have strength of focus, clarity of vision, determination. I am a force of nature. I exude confidence. My stride is steady, my gaze is unrelenting. I stand firm in my convictions and am immovable. breathe deeply I am uncertain. Plenty of options lay in front..
Alone in a room full of people, I find solace in the corner. Purposefully trying to shrink as small as possible. Wanting to be invisible but screaming to be noticed. Alone in a room full of people, I see it all. The head turns, tone changes, the hair flips, the side glances, the crossed arms...
The world is a confusing place, full of broken promises and unfilled dreams. We, the people who created this dystopia, are plagued with images of our discarded loves. Loves we threw away reaching for a stronger, more powerful high. Loves we let go of because it didn't seem worth the work. Loves we despised due..
My heart skips a beat at the mere sight of his silhouette. It's as if my heart has a mind of it's own. As I remind myself to breathe, I try to remain calm. But then he smiles and the void in my heart, in my spirit is filled. All of the sudden i'm smiling a true smile. One..
My Guilt is a prison I’ve made for myself. Chained like a slave hand I kneel head bowed. Bound from head to toe in my own misery. The guilt like shackles chaffing my ankles while my regret and shame keep the manacles on my hands bound. But around my neck, my neck clad in the..
We are Sin I sit upon a Golden Throne, looking down on my subjects. They look at me: Queen. Perfect in every way. They watch me, knowing I make no mistakes. I am Vanity! I am mother of all sin. Speak, Children! Red, Hot, Fury!!! I cannot be tamed. I have been sparked..
November 21, 2010 - I know that I am horrible at writing regularly. Trust me I love to write. I could write all day and night if I had the time. Once I start a writing I begin to think of all the other fun topics I’d like to talk about. Like people being judgmental or intolerant...
October 12, 2010 - 1:51 I have not posted in a while. I guess I’ve been busy with my life. But I have chosen to stop and take time out now to remember and celebrate. There are many things I wish to talk about. Many topics that are worthy of a full discussion from the..